Just how tired can I get? Seriously

Seems like I cannot regain the strength I had before. I am just not prepared to stay down and I am not! I pledge to drag myself, if need be, to whatever I need to do. God alone knows I would go crazy if I have to hibernate-I will just rely on Him to carry me.

The sores in my mouth feel like footballs but I have learned to be a big girl and swallow that nasty mouthwash I got from the doctor. It does give periods of numbness and that is a relief.

On an up note it is a beautiful day and fall is in the air. I am so thankful for seasons so we don't get bored with the same old thing. Also my baby son, Marshall, is coming home for a while and I am soooooooo looking forward to that. He can do his studies on line so he can be here for a while to help out. I wish all of my children were here, I do miss them so when they are away. I think maybe we should all live together on a commune so we could at least see each other daily. Just to be able to see them and know all is well means so much. I can't say how proud I am of each of them and their families.

Listen to these words from David: Praise be to You, Lord, for You showed Your wonderful love to me when I was in a besieged city (Ps. 31:21). Me too, David, I am in a "besieged city" but what a comfort to know that God is bigger than any besieger there is! I am well aware that whatever troubles we have here on this earth are all worth it because we will see glory in heaven. And, those troubles only make us stronger Christians to do whatever He has waiting for us up ahead.
So I fix my eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal (2Cor. 4:17-18) I know this besieger is not eternal, our life after is-Praise God for His promises.

God is good----------all the time! susan